without as much as a whisper the new year has crept in
and life goes on just like it always does.

unfortunately, as much as i would like to begin it on a good note with a happy and joyous post, i cant seem to find that ounce of glee in me to do so.

its been less than 24hours but already i miss her terribly
the house seems so silent and empty
without her tottering around
sticking her head in at my door
the faint jingling of her anklet
and the loud resounding laughter and shrieks
i feel so lost and alone

am seriously becoming increasingly scatterbrained
postively need to make a concerted effort to remember to take care not to misplace my belongings
and acively remember where i have placed them...
i desperately need to stop losing things.
ARGH.